Happenings...

It's been a while.

Since the last post. I've dropped out of college moved back home. Discovering a lot about authority. That is the gist of the message I am getting from Curry Blake and the Elijah Challenge.

BOOM city everywhere. God is awesome.
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I'm just going to write...

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Things have been so awesome. I'm living the life I dreamed about a few years ago. Healing the sick full time. Setting people free. It's SO great. SO awesome. There is no other feeling like it on the planet, to see someone set free from their bondage after having it for 5 years, 10 years, 15 years, 20 years.... priceless.

I'm seeing miracles almost everyday. It's so good!

But it's not enough. The city must be transformed. People need to get saved. I know I'm inspiring many people to hit the streets and run with it. But this has to be real. It has to work like Jesus said it would.

I don't know how much longer I can go, just being able to heal a couple sick folk. It's good. But it's not what Jesus died for. He paid for ALL sickness. He paid for ALL sin.

This HAS to work. We need to be able to see lives transformed. Could it be that I have a picture of revival in my head that is not biblical? I don't know.

I know God desires all to come to the repentance, but not everyone was saved even after Jesus ascended.

This must be part of the "greater works" that Jesus mentioned...

GOD. YOU ARE GOOD. HELP!

Thank you that you give the Spirit without measure. Let me experience that.

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Seated in heavenly places. Always.

Heaven is not moved by need, otherwise Haiti would be in perfect shape by now. I would have $1 million dollars, and there would be no poverty in the world.

Heaven is moved by faith.

Anytime i digress and start praying because of a need that has come up, be it financial, relational, spiritual, physical, mental, educational...... I will not be moved by need to pray. I will let my problem face God. I live out of the abundance of heaven. I am not impressed by any kind of lack.

I live as a steward of abundance and hope. Not as a steward of need and fear.

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The greatest is love.

I can't afford to forget the basics.

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I am a river. A constant flowing in, a constant pouring out. Just like when you're draining water using a hose, it's the water the flows out that causes a draw/demand on the water source to replace what was lost. Relationship, finances, stewardship, teaching, the prophetic, gifts, etc. Stewardship is just the label for the effect of how a river is supposed to work.

Up to this point i haven't really lived with this reality, I've been bottling some things up, creating a dead, rotting pond, instead of a life-giving river (John 7:38).

It's also interesting how, when rivers are moving, they erode the ground that carries the water, and it gradually gets deeper and deeper, becoming more and more capable to move more water.

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I am breakthrough for someone else.

I can't stop waiting for someone else to get breakthrough. It's a race against time, not a pride thing. Whoever brings the breakthrough will be breakthrough for everyone else.

It's time for the bold to arise, the passion to set others aflame.

It's time to in the fullness of our calling. Regardless of how much we know or don't know, we must use what we have, and count Him able, and count Him faithful.

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I choose to honor people in all circumstances, whoever it is, because I am an honorable person. (http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1303896677932)

I choose to make myself available, both to people and to God. Many people operate in the prophetic, and have an have powerful anointings to heal, and many other spiritual gifts, but they often limit it to the church. I make myself available to God everywhere I am, everywhere I go. To love, to speak, to stand, to declare, to save, to heal, and to deliver.

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Decisions -

I am making choices. I choose to live a life a risk. Tomorrow i'm going to make myself available to hear the word, to have words of knowledge, words of wisdom and prophetic words for people.

I am going to honor people for what they have

I am going to cultivate a personal history, and seek His presence, and seek His voice, to hear what he is saying in this season. Sunday service needs to be confirmation, it needs to be a compliment, a supplementary to what God has been showing me during the week. I can't afford to wait for a sunday for a good word for life transformation. Life transformation is an everyday deal.

I am choosing to manage my time. I have chosen things to "give up" to "go up". I'm choosing to steward my time better. Free time is primarily soaking, reading, video editing, minimal surfing. I can't afford to waste this time. I am choosing to study well, to not be lazy. Because lazy just means I have to do more work later.

I am going to be a blessing. I have set things in my heart to do for God, so God, I need you to bless me so i can carry out these dreams that you have placed in my life.

I am going to write/type. I want to become breakthrough for others. My personal breakthroughs must (should) become a corporate breakthrough.

Thinking out loud

Premature death is wrong. It's an injustice. It's a mockery.

There's a summoning, for the sons of the King to rise in the King's authority, steward life and steward death. We are the answer to many questions, we carry resurrection power in our hands, and we're called to steward it.

I'm not willing to wait for someone to start this wave. I'm going to do it myself. Not being prideful, just saying that the time is now, and I'm not going to tolerate it anymore, regardless of whether people before me or after me will.