Shower Blog 1

Decisions -

I am making choices. I choose to live a life a risk. Tomorrow i'm going to make myself available to hear the word, to have words of knowledge, words of wisdom and prophetic words for people.

I am going to honor people for what they have

I am going to cultivate a personal history, and seek His presence, and seek His voice, to hear what he is saying in this season. Sunday service needs to be confirmation, it needs to be a compliment, a supplementary to what God has been showing me during the week. I can't afford to wait for a sunday for a good word for life transformation. Life transformation is an everyday deal.

I am choosing to manage my time. I have chosen things to "give up" to "go up". I'm choosing to steward my time better. Free time is primarily soaking, reading, video editing, minimal surfing. I can't afford to waste this time. I am choosing to study well, to not be lazy. Because lazy just means I have to do more work later.

I am going to be a blessing. I have set things in my heart to do for God, so God, I need you to bless me so i can carry out these dreams that you have placed in my life.

I am going to write/type. I want to become breakthrough for others. My personal breakthroughs must (should) become a corporate breakthrough.

Prophecying..

a note:
i'm writing this in hopes someone may read it. although, at the same time, my main purpose is to remind myself of what He's done, and have a record of what He's taught me.

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Just read a chunk on Ultimate Treasure Hunt about the 12 year old.

"... so i figured since i was doing God's work, whatever thought came into my head was head was from God. So, when you asked if I had anything, I just said whatever first came to my mind."

To me, there's a huge revelation... this kid actually had faith. Not to say that the older BSSM students didn't. Someone said along the lines of ... most of your issues in life are trust issues. This 12 year old had a simple and profound trust in the Father, and it led to such great encouragement/fruit. It's an invitation to believe that ...He's THAT good. He's THAT faithful. He really is THAT good. Can you believe it?

Can i believe it? gonna it on this for a while.
Holy Spirit, please remind me about this word more often. It'll change my life!

School of Worship

so. i'll just ramble. cause i'm not really good at organizing my thoughts... hence the point of a blog.

comment on the last post. i've been getting more dreams... you seriously get more and remember them better when you steward them better. Since school of worship i've been getting more, and i've been waking up and typing them out on my beautiful laptop (thanks, Goh). i love this thing. anyhoo, i've had some really interesting dreams like what joseph had. Kris was talking about favor this past month. Joseph had favor with God, but he didn't have favor with people, that's why his parents and brothers were offended. So after i had these dreams i didn't and still haven't told anyone. I don't want people to be offended at what kind of dreams i'm having. I'd rather wait for God to promote me and allow for the favor of man to come in because i have favor with Him.

anyway, so i'm thinking about all this, and then the last day of class, we sang prophetically over each other in voice class. i was recording on my camera everyone singing over each other, and then when someone was about to sing over me, i handed my camera to the guy next to me so he could record. turns out, he didn't record it, but i told him not to worry about it. in the end, he confesses what he did to everyone cause he felt really bad, and then he just gave me prophetic word to make up for it. an then a girl across from me starts giving me word to, and then she says I'm a joseph. and that's it, and it wrecked me...

i think the second sunday we were there was one of the most amazing days ever. we were at firestarters and we got to give words to each other, and it was really encouraging to bless our coach, and it was also good to know that my word was accurate. near the end of the class, i started giving a word to a girl from Tim's table, and she got wacked. after class when we were waiting at hebrews, there was a guy just standing there with his son in a stroller. he had some arthritic condition. i offered to pray for his son, and then gave him a word about a new season of peace and joy. and then he told me his wife's name is joy!

yea way too many things to talk about... sooo many priceless, undescribable moments. i'm glad i captured many of them on video. God give me grace to finish editing them and posting them. need supernatural upload speed!

i think the biggest thing i took from the past month that i'm very intent to walk out is carrying his presence. i was telling jenn this today... but just realizing that I am an open heaven, and that I am the holiest place on this earth (i'm a temple of the HOLY spirit), and that heaven is home. worshiping bigger than the room...

God thank that i have the grace to walk in everything you have called me to walk in.
Thank you that my spirit man receives more than my mind.

Thanks for being an awesome friend. I'd like to hang out more, if you don't mind. You can invade my day anytime, i give you complete freedom to do whatever you want in my life. You can ask me to do anything, cause i want to be in a place where i have purpose and direction and live out my worship.

You're so good...good-er than i can imagine. show me more!